Life in the dark

Life feels so hard right now

I almost only see darkness around me

Life feels like a long struggle without any end insight

I got the feeling that everything I built up is destroyed

I have difficult to see some light in the future

Why is life so tuff sometimes?

What´s the meaning off all this pain I feel?

Is this the life´s way to say that I´m on the wrong path in my life?

Or is it meaning something else?

Is it time for me to stop and think things through so I can find a better way for me?

So many questions in my head without any answers

It´s very confusing time right now

The words as come to my mind is: if it´s not kill me, it´s make me stronger

I feel a big fire inside of me

It´s killing me from the inside and out

Burn gone the bad inside so I get more space for the god

It´s like a forest fire

After the fire life starts all over again

Maybe I should let the life has its way

Let go off all of my worries and all of my pain

Trust that life finds a way

Start to believe in myself

Let the fear go

Let all of the bad memories from the past go away

Start all over again and let´s get some new god memories instead

Turn loose the power I have in me

Trust the process and it will give me some god progress in to my life

I now think I survive this

Now I can see the light in the future go on

The most important thing I learn this time

To trust myself and the path I have chosen

I now see that it was the right path right from the beginning

It was the faith in myself who was taken from me

And the fear for being on wrong path who give me this problem in the first place

It´s very important lessons to learn

It´s the key to the future for me

With that new knowledge in my luggage

I can see the future with new eyes and the brightness in the sky

Now I feel the pressure go away and I feel free again

I step up from the darkness and in to the light

In the light I feel the power rising and the love spreading inside of me

I feel the heat spreading and vibrate through my whole body

I feel very alive right now

In the same time I feel very calm inside of me

The future looks very bright right now when I got the answer I need for now

My new life starts right now